Life is too short to hate (An old post)

I have several entries that are unfinished, I decided to finish this one, past Jason always gives future Jason ample amount of unfinished business.


"It's been a while hasn't it?

-A little context here-
For a semester now, I've been enrolled in the evermandatory Rhetoric classes. And oh Great flaming fireballs- wow is all I have to say.
I'm just so mature now. I'm the same person, yeah, but no longer is the world black and white.

It's a technicolor fusion of perspective, because no matter how black and white something can be, our eyes aren't.

I used to have so many views, so many criticisms, such a naive way to do things. It's either you want an abortion or you don't. You love him, or you want to leave him. I can read in between the lines now."

Apparently, old Jason was watching "two hours of a sadistic woman on youtube", not only can I not remember what old Jason was talking about, I'm also slightly amazed at what past Jason has to say.

He says that "life is interesting but also frustrating", he said that "she just poured out all her narrow-minded views of the world!". Jason of the past apparently agrees with a lot of what she has to say, but does not approve in her message. He challenges her, "What's your point? he asks" Are you trying to change the world? "Do you do it by insulting the people?"

He adds,

"With that in mind, with everything into context. Everything that's happened so far, everything that someone feels, why or how, molds into shape their perspective. To think that by discarding their viewpoints will change anything, to call them stupid over their beliefs? You won't get anything done"

So I ask myself, does the world turn like that? Do you hate people for having their perspective, do you hate people for how they grew up? Is this why we do not kill children? Because we see the potential to influence them in our vision? It hurts so bad when I see a twisted mind. A sadist who enjoys people's pain, or someone who enjoys being right.

Life is all about priorities, is your priority really to make people more like you? To think more like you? You are not perfect. Not you, not I. Not even close to it.

Remember that your actions speak louder than words. You may not think you're perfect, but you act like it. We could all use a little humbling and it would be nice to respect other people's opinions. I need a lot of humbling when it comes to that aspect. I am incredibly harsh towards people who seem to have opinions that weren't reflected upon well enough. (AKA HATING MICHAEL JACKSON FOR HIS SKIN CHANGE WITHOUT KNOWING WHY HE DID IT. OR HATING REBECCA BLACK BECAUSE SHE'S MEDIOCORE, actually this is a rant for another entry- why do people follow the crowd?)

I could potentially add anecdote upon anecdote in my stories if I'd write down the things that happened to me on a daily basis. I don't, though. It's a shame.

The world, it's fickle. I hate that.
Me? I'm fickle.. and I also hate that.