slightly egotistical (with pictures)

So I'm here again writing a blog post to pretty much, a girl I don't know -yet- instead of doing my work. Late at night, as well. Because that's my routine. My phone got ran over on Thursday, and I was about to talk to that, but what I really want to talk about is the newfound relationships I have with people on gaia. I've gotten to the point where I'm really interesting to talk to, and there are several people who'd love to talk to me at one moment. This is really egotistical of me to say, but I really feel the love right now. I used to be so plain and boring. I'd have only one or two friends and they'd have other friends that they'd talk to more than me.
I'm a little irritated with myself because I keep stacking up new friends to talk to without little to no concern about what this means to old friends. They'll get pushed back into a shelf where they get forgotten. And some of them are really sweet too, it's easy to forget them if they're aren't as funny or quirky as the newcomers, I do feel quite bad. Even for just a moment.


This brings me to authenticity. Authenticity is an adjective. It is a form of authentic, how authentic is something? Well, how close to the nature of its origins is it? Authenticity is a gauge between people's ideals and their actions. Authentic people act according to the ideals that they've formed. Other less authentic people act despite ideals contrary to what they believe in as well as people who act with prepackaged ideals. I don't feel like I remember what I had to say about this. good job jason.